i feel like trash i hatec today hates yestersay haven't eaten for 3 days now

2021.10.25 19:20 MR_a_DOES i feel like trash i hatec today hates yestersay haven't eaten for 3 days now

yesterday was the worst of them i was already feeling bad but idk how i just was dying
i applied in a club got accepted and so and this was the opening for it
so i go there and i wait. i was there since 2:30 and it was supposed tonstart 3:00
i was loney my leg hurt me but i just walked around and played on my laptop every now n then
it is 3 so i go ask if they have started and the answer was no so i just satdown and started listening to music and tried chatting on discord and so and so tried working on my essay tried playing games tried looking at pictures.
time went by and people are comming around me waiting with me i find someone whom i knew from the interviews i went over tried to talk but he was so dry and i think he didn't even know me.
i went and sat alone again. no one on discord was there to talk to so i just decided this is my time.
it 3:40 and i created a new note pad
i raged on that keyboard i raged. i don't think i typed that fast in my life before ad i was typing people came around waiting with me in groups. this made me feel even worse and made me rage more on the keyboard. i typed a lot and i was feeling bad. i wanted to scream but all i could do is type.
it is 4 so they gather people who are laughing and joking around with each other and then there is me. the guy wearing a bag and a hat. and looks like a 2nd grader.
they take a group picture while i smiled in then we went to the hall
they had the lights turned off in the hall. i couldn't believe i could do it but i started crying.
it was simple tears as everyone around me was laughing
then i was trying to sit somewhere but someone had taken it and reserved the other for their friend. i didn't talk because it would be obvious from my voice that i was crying
i went and sat im a back row. leaned in the chair in front of me (it was cinema like chairs) and let it all out. i put my hand on my eyes. my fingers were wet . they weren't just wet. they were dripping wet. i was crying and trying not to make any noise but i couldn't and did the weird breathing thing whioe crying
i was feeling the worst i have felt in days i hated it so much this was supposed to be a day where i get introduced to the club that i have zero cares for. i was waiting for the club to show me something that would excite me. not truamatize me
i know it isn't the club's fault that i was crying. i know that it wasn't the club's fault that the guy was dry when talking to me. and i know that it isn't the club's fault that i am a lonely loser who sits alone. still i feel hatred towards that place. because after i cried and tried to calm myself down cuz gheg turned out the lights. theg decide to play videos of their amazing memories and times together. just to make me feel even lonelier. so you can guess that i started crying again.
i am thankful no one noticed. or atleast no one askes why i was crying. but still. i hated that day. i went home slept immediately cuz j didn't want to be awake. and ate nothing.. the day before i had eaten nothing either. today i still ate nothing. now my family are mad at me for not eating and they're going to bully me for being a weak loser who doesn't like going to the gym.
just wanted to scream again thanks
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2021.10.25 19:20 Robotupgrade Sharing games with other users?

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2021.10.25 19:20 charmilliona1re Message from the CEO - AstroDude

DEV ANSWERS:
What happened with Safemoon reflections?
- We have turned off SFM reflections on the 20th.
They will be coming back in a very innovative way: YOU will be able to choose ANY reflection token! Lay back and receive the token of your choosing, automatically! This feature is coming SOON, stay tuned.
What's up with the new pool / the Useless Allocs / the APYs?
- as we said in the past, the boosted APY (7 allocs) for the Useless pool was momentary until Flavors released. The new allocs are: 3 CAKE, 4 FLVR, 4 USELESS
I'm not seeing my staking rewards?
- We are aware that you have received less rewards than you should have since the flavors pool came out. That is because there was a problem with the whitelisting of our pool allocator which was messing up the distribution. We are working with the flavors team to fix the issue and you will all get the money you are due.
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2021.10.25 19:20 lvrne moomei

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2021.10.25 19:20 Rsingh765 Any ideas on when volume 4 will be fully translated?

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2021.10.25 19:20 Sea_Belt2041 Zelda Breath Of The Wild Vs Immortals Fenyx Rising Vs Genshin Impact | Which Game Is Better

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2021.10.25 19:20 moomoomilky1 10 USDT FREE Giveaway on KuCoin P2P Trades question

do the requirements of buy at least 50 USDT to get 10 USDT free and buy at least 25 USDT to get 5 USDT free mean two seperate requirements or can I buy 100 usdt and I would fill both requirements

https://www.kucoin.com/news/en-bitcoin-all-time-high-gala-10-usdt-free-giveaway-on-kucoin-p2p-trades
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2021.10.25 19:20 Goopatron Good decks for new players?

Hi, just started the game and I’m liking it a lot but having trouble building decks. Is it better to just go with a prebuilt one, or should I try for metas? After the few beginner packs you get early, I have a good amount (~2 pages) of mage, shaman, and Druid, and a bunch of the universal ones. Any help is appreciated!
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2021.10.25 19:20 Decent-Interview441 Noob here. Hello!!

Hi, I have been dabbling with Crypto for a while but came across Harmony just recently when I wanted to swap my VET to something else. While it makes only 5% of my portfolio, I am very excited to be a part of Harmony and seeing the love in the community as well as future potential for the coin, I am thinking of making it a bigger part of my portfolio.
Thanks guys for this awesome community and coin and hoping to make some lifelong crypto friends !!
G'day from Australia.
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